A place I should go

But today I don't feel like it so much. Cold etc and all the snow risks.

Oh I will shift myself sometime.

Ba ba da da

I am in the shadows. They don't conceal me. They just let you see that I am half here.

One or the other

Decision time. Bed or stay up. If it was summer I would almost certainly stay up because of the light. This time of the year? The darkness is nudging me towards sleep.

Not my thing

BUT!

I like that Robbie Williams keeps on going.

How about my party look?

Have to dress the part. Why else do you want to party? Oh now you tell me. It is more about how you look is it? OK. How you move, what you say and all that. I won't just be decorative in my own siully way, trust me when I say that.

Oh here is one

Good?

I am changing my hair soon.

Probably nothing too radical, but I have some plans.

And i like the idea of experimenting some.

And why not?

Confession

Took some pics. Meant to post them. Put it off until the time was right.

Then I lost my camera. Yes thats thing we sometimes use.

Should have used my mobile.

Then I could have lost that.

Meet me at...

Have to meet a friend at "the station" later because she gets lost if she comes to Camden. I mean, really...

Those terms

I love the term analysis paralysis. It so somes up two people I know.

Of course I am almost afraid to use it.

Right now and tomorrow

Here I am back in the land of the bloggers. I could get addicted to this, but I won't. It probably helps that hardly anyone reads it.

I was working through the afternoon and on into the early evening. Then when I finished I was not really in the mood to go out anywhere. Need an eening in. I expect about 2 in the morning I will get vampyre munchies and want to go out. Possibly way too late or early for that though.

Face another day tomorrow? Up for it? For sure. I want it to be one of the best in recent weeks.

Watery

A little peace by the water. A little time to think. If they let you have it you can reach into yourself and find some things that can help you to grow.

I like the water. It makes me connect.

OK enough of the mysticals for now. Often I am more earthy.

Cool design

I so love this. I can't pin down why, but it an ace little image.

The clay phase has been going well. Loads created and some destruction along the way.

I don't know why but there are times when I feel like keeping everything and other times when the stuff that is not exactly how I want it (and then some) has to go.

Pottery is not my preferred 3D, but I feel I have to become proficient. Then I can use it as much as I want or more or less walk away from it.

Now I have a reasonaby lazy morning. I am working this evening though. Not complaining but I will need to scale back the work as term really kicks in.

Now where can I get some wire from? There is this idea I have using wire and I want to try it out at home before any studio work.

Handy

There are days I just need to get my hands on some clay.

Nothing doing

Seems like chat online is a thing some guys like to do when they have nothing to do. Empty minds and all. I have this idea that you ought to be able to bring some conversation with you. Empty? Help me if that happens.

Touchingly thoughtful

Maybe I look too pleased in this pic.

Then again it could just be the way the camera got me that moment, or that I am a bit detached from it all. Or a little evil.

Had a long long discussion about how sadness can be a spark for creativity. I think this only applies to people who do not go into that lost and aimless state when they are sad.

It ends on a mattress

Awake but wasted from working. It wears me out people. I need to get some sleep. I used to think I could go all nite.

Sometimes I can ;-) Right now I can't.

But I can spend a lil time blogigng and chatitng and going nowhere fast.

Expected? No time sense!

I have finished a shift and it is earlier than I anticipated in my head. Wrong time to get out and it is not a great nite here. I may wash my hair.

Then I can turn onto the butterly of darqueness. Or just get an early nite.

attiudes

I am thought to be reasonably confident. I have some things going for me and some against. I am glad I am not a guy my age. Sometimes a guy just seems to freeze up with women. This is sad. If only he knew, he might discover that she does want to chat to him to maybe do stuff. Of course she may not, but unfreeze mister. Don’t be shy.

The shy one is usually preferable to the super confident one., Those can be more talk than action and just get on your tits. We can’t have that can we? Now a guy may not always feel self confident but than again, who does? You can always try to give the impression that we are. It could be that before long you won’t have to act like we are confident because we will just become confident.

The middle way in the shy-confidence zone may be the best, but I don’t see as many people in the middle as some do. Could be the sort of life I lead and the people I know and the people I meet.

Me? You mean me?

OK.... I'm a student of 3D design. You can find me in Camden or Camberwell. Sometimes in other places too.

I am 19 as I blog this. Some days I feel 9, other days 90.

In the beginning

Here we are then.

Start here and see where it goes.